from Giver to Consciousness Creator
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💫 Money, Passion & Purpose: My Journey to Wholeness
For the longest time, I believed money and spirituality couldn’t walk hand in hand. One was the world’s demand; the other, the soul’s calling. And I, like many, lived in the tug-of-war between the two—torn, confused, and trying to be “good” by choosing one over the other.
But life had other plans for me.
🌸 I Was a Giver… Until Life Demanded More
Till the age of 40, I gave endlessly. I gave my love, my time, my energy, my efforts—sometimes even my money—because it felt like the “right” thing to do. I poured myself into relationships, responsibilities, and roles without calculating what I was receiving. I didn’t know any other way.
But life has its cycles. And soon, a new one began—the cycle of survival.
There came a time when I had to earn, when I had to support not just myself but others. I wasn’t prepared, but I had no choice. From the warmth of giving, I was thrown into the fire of proving and providing.
This was the stage where debts had to be cleared, dignity had to be reclaimed, and survival became priority. I chased money—out of fear, out of responsibility, and sometimes, out of desperation. And honestly, it felt exhausting.
But it also taught me something profound: that my worth was never in how much I gave—but in how well I received, and how wisely I lived.
🌱 From Survival to Soulful Alignment
As time passed, I began to rebuild—not just financially, but energetically. I reconnected to my inner calling, embraced my healing gifts, and gradually moved from scarcity to sufficiency. Money started flowing not because I chased it, but because I aligned myself with my purpose.
I discovered I was born to heal, coach, and awaken. And when I served from that place, abundance followed—slowly, gently, consistently.
💠And Now... A New Reflection Emerges
Today, I stand in a space of deeper reflection.
I ask myself:
What if one day I stop earning?
What if I retire?
Will my lifestyle be sustainable?
Will my needs—both physical and emotional—be met with ease?
These questions don’t come from fear—they come from wisdom. I now realize that money is not just for now. It’s for the future me too—the one who might want rest, softness, travel, comfort, or simply peace without pressure.
I no longer want to live paycheck to paycheck, nor do I want to hustle without soul.
I want to create wealth with awareness, save with intention, invest with clarity, and live in a way that honours both my present desires and future needs.
💸 Redefining My Relationship With Money
I used to see money as something outside of me—something hard to earn, elusive, or even unspiritual. But today, I see it as sacred energy. It is a part of life’s design to support us—not enslave us.
> 💡 Money is just an energy of exchange.
The value we give and receive flows in this form—supporting purpose, growth, and well-being.
Money is no longer about fear or status.
It is about freedom, flow, and future.
It gives me:
The power to choose rest without guilt
The freedom to serve without survival pressure
The grace to live my purpose without burnout
The security to age with dignity
✨ Passion + Purpose + Planning = Prosperity
Passion alone isn’t enough. Purpose alone isn’t enough.
Prosperity requires all three—and the courage to continuously evolve.
I no longer chase money. I channel it.
I no longer fear not earning. I plan and prepare.
I no longer attach my worth to how much I give—I value what I keep for myself too.
🌟 Final Reflection
If you’ve ever felt torn between giving and receiving, between passion and practicality, between chasing money and following purpose—I see you.
I’ve lived each phase:
The giver
The survivor
The chaser
The conscious creator
And now, I live as a soulful steward of both wealth and wisdom.
> Money is not just to survive.
It is to support your purpose, sustain your peace, and secure your future self.
You can be spiritual and prosperous.
You can be generous and wise.
You can live richly—inside and out.
With love and light,
Roop 💖
www rooplakhani.com
